addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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am trying super hard to maintain/ cut down my weight. hah. but it's a really horrible task cos it makes me feel tired and sometimes i end up bingeing. hur. nothing foreign though, done this sort of thing many times before and results always vary. so i'm crossing my fingerss... just 7 days! heh actually what worked best was my 9 trainings/wk trng sched. hahah. which is really impossible to do right now (or anywhere in the near future).
been feeling very very tired these few days. i can't seem to concentrate properly during lessons :( which really really sucks. heh conservation of willpower. use more focusing on one thing, left with less for other things. gah.
heehee there are these really cute 9-10 year old child dancers on tv.. in some ballroom dancing competition. and they look really really pro and cutee.
daddy had a flat tyre and he's not home yet... :( mummy is mia. i hate eating dinner so late all the time.. cos i end up eating a lot before the actual meal :(
i have a craving for lemon meringue cake from cedeleeee. and frozen yoghurt from frolick. veggie wrap from o'briens. haha. mummy says i have expensive taste... haha i agree..
everything's a giant whirlwind in my head. i keep telling myself that things will be better after cross nationals are over, but now i'm starting to wonder if they might be worse. i have these great plans of what i'll do with my time and how i'm going to do things that will make me very happy but then i've conveniently forgotten the "what if"s...
while overhearing classmates comparing PSLE scores i realised that i'm really very dumb. ahhaa. which makes me feel a) worse cos that means i will always be dumber than everyone, but b) better cos that explains my slow learning abilities.
YAY DINNER BELL. i miss carefree days...